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my bianchi pista concept frame finally came in today!
i am happy and kind of bummed at the same time.
it seems a bit small. the ideal height is 53 cm for someone 5"11 though i felt i needed to go down so i got rid of my 53 and got a 51cm.

i want to do more tricks and my friend who's 6"2 rides 51 cm (the taller the person the bigger the frame) so i figured i would definitely be ideal for this. however, seeing it in person it looks kind of tiny.

i can't even ride it because i don't have the money or parts to finish building the bike till the end of the year unless certain deals go through. >_<

i'm so fucking lame.